Turn Back

TURN BACK:  Psalm 18:1-3a; John 3:14-18

MacBeth: "Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more."

Enter stage left...
You may be part of the prop crew.
You may sing in the chorus.
You may be part of the mob scene.
But few of us have main speaking parts, and few of us have a solo to sing.
We play our part and exit stage right.

But in any event, we are not the author of the play.

Toward the end of the play we may plaintively say, "Backward, turn backward, O time, in your flight; make me a child again just for tonight!" (Elizabeth Akers Allen)

I read years ago in the writings of Marcus Aurelius that "there are those who muddy the waters and call it clear thinking."

William of Ockham said, "Entities should not be multiplied unnecessarily."

A popular program used to say - "Return with me to the days of yesteryear..."

Turn back to a simpler, lovelier, more satisfying moment in time. Do you remember the warmth in your heart, when in a time gone by you came to have a simple faith and trust in Jesus? It's a child's faith - something we now find difficult to recapture. We were naive back then - we were not yet hardened by disappointments, lies, broken promises. Now we know better!

Do you ever really wish you could go back to the time when you could really believe?

Theology (doctrine of God; science of God) entered the picture. It's like not eating an apple but you look at it and study it. It's like studying about who and what a mother is but never experiencing the love and warmth of a mother. It's the tangibility of having a mother to wrap her arms about you and you just about disappear. (Skinny mamas can't do that!)

We have libraries full of books describing God: dissecting, diluting, analyzing, comparing, etc. It's dusty, myopic, splitting headache exegesis. But it's like being hugged by a skeleton!

Rollo May wrote of some who will be judged and condemned for "over simplifying." Theologians will never have that charged against them. They will be charged with "over confusing."

We didn't need a definition of Jesus - we just needed Jesus! We don't get a lot of help from talking about the word "love." We just need to experience love!

There is so much arrogant pomposity among Christians. Some who feel that all the centuries culminate in their arrival on earth. To them God may ask, as He did of Job - "Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?" Then he asked question after rhetorical question - no answer was given and none was expected.

Then "Will you condemn me, that you might be righteous?"

Job -
"I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear: but now my eye sees you. Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes."

Before the throne of God there is no place for arrogance; no place for one-upsmanship; no place to force one's way to a place of prominence.

It's really a great place for an experience of humility. "I am not worthy the last of His favors; but Jesus left heaven for me. Jesus left heaven to die in my place, What mercy, what love and what grace."

There are people to whom we are drawn - their looks are imposing; they are physically attractive; and they give off an impression of maturity and grace. Until they open their mouths and begin to talk! The words are harsh and judgmental; their tone is shrill, withering and carping. One is caused to shrink back.

Proverbs 23:6-7
"Eat though not the bread of him that hath an evil eye, neither desire thou his dainty means: For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee."

We have all heard words within the walls of God's house that should never have been spoken. Hard, hurtful, judgmental words. Words never inspired by God.

But you see, and of this the speaker should be aware, words are the door, the window, to the mind and to the heart. More is revealed in a word - when and how spoken - than one would ever want revealed.

We have all experienced the feeling that another one's words do not convey as truthfully as the nonverbal: the eye, the face, the stance/posture, the complexion. Did you ever have someone shake your hand and say a word but you picked up a totally different message from the non-verbals they conveyed?

Christians, let your words be SIN-CERE. The word “sincere” comes from the Latin words sine cera, which means “without wax”. The phrase comes from a practice where people would hide the cracks in cheap pottery with wax in order to pass the pottery off as being worth more than it actually was. Quality products were often stamped with the words sine cera to show it had not be doctored. It would be similar to those products today that are stamped, “all natural” or “100% pure”. We, as Christians, are to love in a way that is pure and genuine.

Have you ever heard a sermon and gone up to shake the preacher's hand and tell him how much it spoke to you only to get out to your car and start picking the message and/or the presentation apart? I have been guilty of that myself. I’m embarrassed and ashamed of the fact that my love was not sincere . . . it was filled with wax! I feigned love on the outside but I was savage and unloving on the inside! We are skilled at duplicity.

First, we must focus on the truth of the gospel. It is only as we come to see the love of God for us that we will be able to love each other. As we come to understand that God loves us not because of our achievements, possessions or titles but because of who we are, we will experience true love. When we are secure in God’s love, we will find that we are better able to love others.

The Lord knows our hearts. He knows how we think and what we cherish. He knows the desires we put before him. Jesus loves us with a Love that never stops: he only wants us to love him back in return. Turn back to your first love, to the one who knows and loves you best.

Loss of First Lover: The Church of Ephesus

Loss of First Lover:  The Church of Ephesus:  Revelation 2:1-7

Remember how and when it all began? Think about that man or woman who is by your side. Think about that little boy or girl at their birth.

You know, you can spot the moment. Boys begin to spruce up, digging a hole in the ground with their toe. The sudden flush when you meet a boy or girl you like. Then there is the serendipitous moment when you first see your baby's face.

Marriage can become passe and commonplace. The girl/boy goes their way to other loves. The son/daughter grow and go through the interminable stages of growth and eventually grow away.

First loves are tremendous and magical moments. One feels more alive - more loved - more hopeful. You anticipate the future. You dream. You feel the passion of truly loving and caring.

Sometimes the feelings become lingering memories after the person is gone. Maybe that's why a lot of elderly people tend to visit those times very often, reliving.

There was a tendency to turn away from the object of our first love - Christ - to lesser and demeaning things.

We had a rule in our family. When we were out with our children and they wandered away and got lost, they were to go back to the last place we were together. We, as parents, would be there waiting (although we once got help in Anadarko at an Indian festival!)

Question: When was the last time you were happily and serenely in Christ's presence? Do you even know? Now - understand this - the Scripture says that we have left our first love; that is, we were with Him and then we wandered away. He didn't leave us! The Bible says, "I will never leave you or forsake you." What condition of your heart and mind caused you to wander away? Only the workings of Satan could have done it.

We get angry at others - we turn our eyes away.
People don't meet our expectations or do what we hoped - we turn away.
We store up resentment - we turn away.
Like a sheep, we nibble our way into lostness.

Many leave the church with self-righteous indignation. Even God can't work through a loveless church!

Often one wonders - where did it all go? What happened? There are recriminations, sorrows. Lost loves can be painful.

Think back now. When did your Christian love begin and who was the recipient of that love? You are a member of a church - we are all partly "Ephesian". We all stood alone and amazed in the presence of the Christ of the Cross. We looked up - as a child does to the object of their adoration. It was sheer transcending love! Just Christ and you. Do you remember? You felt the explosive power of a new affection. You could almost drive by the church and feel the warm, radiant glow of love.

But, alas, for that we substituted disappointment in others, dashed hopes, resentment. How many are at home today nursing resentment and anger? Pray for them! Love them! If you are enlightened, if you are so close to the Lord - please don't go away! Share your light with others. Give them your light. The Bible talks about being salt and light to the world. Salt preserves. Salt enhances flavor. Have you ever put salt on food to make it taste better? Were you glad the salt was there? Did you ever have to find your way in the dark? Did you find a flashlight or other light to help you see? Were you glad to have the light? Jesus wants us to help others see Him—and they will be glad we were there to help
them. Set an example of faith. Reach out, tenderly, to encourage others, especially in the Body of Christ. Christians sometimes have a tendency to "shoot their wounded" instead of ministering gently and with love to those wounded places.

Remember - if you do not change one day in your life, you will never change your life. It must be done NOW. "Today is the day of salvation..." We all need to repent. Say "I was wrong." "I'm sorry." I promise, the sky won't fall in. Only stubborn, prideful people must wait for others to move first. Christ tell us to tearfully, honestly, faithfully confess our faults one to another.

Then all of us can return; return to our first love. What a joyous return it will be. All of us back at the foot of a cross.

"Glory be until God who giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ."

Remember.

SERMONS

Romans 10:8b-17

I preached many sermons and I've heard many sermons. Often it can seem to be rather fuzzy on what its all about. Sermons involve a speaker and hearers. But, it is not, or should not be, a monologue. Many ideas move upon the hearer and the speaker.

v.15 says "How shall they preach except they be sent?" The message must be born in the heart of the preacher. The preacher should be "called by God." I heard that call 27 years ago. The preacher should feel deeply about what he preaches, it involves his own experiences.

The message must be the message of God. Preaching is not just a performance. It's not a book review or a play, but God's message. It is "glad tidings of good things", not the rantings of an angry God. The message must come through the heart and mind. I think the call of God compels one to prepare adequately to proclaim the message.

Now let's think about you - the listeners. The message goes from the heart, mind, mouth of the preacher to your ears. You need to be able to hear accurately and adequately. But, oftentimes we have problems in hearing - we hear what we want to hear; we have semantic problems. Again, it's not "I think" but "God says thus and so to me." When you hear the message, God is speaking to your mind. REPENT is God's message. It's the most difficult thing to do, but belief involves the mind.

Then through your ears, and mind, God tries to reach your heart. To feel and feel deeply; to love and love deeply. There is a truth - involvement goes before the heart is reached. To begin to study, pray, serve, often is drudgery until the heart responds. Then you have esoteric Christianity.

Finally, what you hear, believe, feel - you will practice. "God has shown thee, O man, what is good. And what doth the Lord require of thee but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God." Jesus prepared his disciples. Paul spent 3 years in preparation. Otherwise there is much isogesis and not exegesis.

But it must come from the mouth of the preacher. "Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed." Again in speaking God's word there is a difference between "I think" and "God said." There must be congruity between what he says and the was he lives; it must be a demonstrated gospel. God's method is to send out his message from a believing, prepared, and humble person.

A Funeral Sermon

As I consider a life that spanned more than four-score years, it seems somewhat presumptuous to try to do justice to it in a few sentences. How does one find words to fittingly mark the close of an earthly life? The person whose life we celebrate today, Mr. Lambert, preached a tremendous sermon every day of his daily life. He is a source of blessing to those who knew him. I would like to give my feelings and impressions by thinking of a few words.

FRIEND - "A man that has friends must show himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticks closer than a brother." Prov. 18:24

I had a friend in Mr. Lambert. Often it is that a preacher is downcast. This man blessed my heart on several occasions when he told me - "Preachers have enough trouble as it is. I love my preachers and I'll help them all I can." I consider him to have been one of the best friend I have here.

There is another word that is deeper and more meaningful to me than the world friend. That is the world - CHRISTIAN. There is no finer word that can be used of anyone at a time like this and used without reservation or apology. I will mention two things: 1) He love the Book. With his Bible and quarterly on the end of his sofa during the week, he studied and feasted on God's Word and thus was able to feed others. 2) He love the Lord of the Book. The next to last Sunday that he was in church - on January 3rd - he walked down the aisle and said to me during the invitation - "I couldn't hear more than half of what you said, but if the invitation is what I understood - to live a better Christian life - I'm in favor of that." And I knew he meant it.

I feel pain in this gentleman's death. But I feel joy in his testimony of Christian faith and in the Lord of the Book - the Lord he served so long and so nobly.

My garden has roses red,
My garden has roses white,
But if when the day is sped
I stand by the gate at night,
One fragrance comes, when the day is dead
From my roses white and my roses red.

The roses of joy are red,
The roses of pain are white,
But I think, when the day is sped
And I stand by the gate at night,
I shall know just this, when the day is dead,
That a rose is sweet, be it white or red.
--- Percy Ainsworth ("Roses" - from Poems and Sonnets)

Lester Weatherhead wrote a book entitled "Why Do Men Suffer?" He closed it with these words -

"So, my friend, be of good cheer! When the long day is over, you will walk in the scented dusk down the last valley; and not alone, for He, the Companion of all men, has pledged his word to be with you. And at the end of that valley, all hushed and quiet, by velvet darkness folded in, you will see, shining through the trees, the lights of home. One evening the lamps will be lighted for you in the House of New Beginnings. And when you draw near to the house, you will hear music and dancing."

"In the beginning God..." You were made by God, not forces of nature. You are loved by God, for God is love. You are forgiven by God, though many find this hard to believe. You are sustained by God; "In Him we live, and move, and have our being." He is always, always at work. You are empowered by God; "God within you is your hope of glory." He is able to move us beyond our failures and mistakes; "All things work together for God. Without that we would be undone.

He gives life meaning and purpose; otherwise it would be a journey to nowhere. He will most assuredly receive us in the end.

Life in its essence is a preparation for death - of reunion with the Heavenly Father. He will welcome all of us prodigals, who chose to return to His house, with open and loving arms.